First male experience part 1

It pitch black…I can’t see anything…this older guy has his hand on my leg, slowly moving it up my leg …getting closer and closer to my hard cock. I had never been in this kind of situation before….I was high as could be, with my body rushes going on like never before. I was mostly afraid….even though my cock was enjoying the anticipated touch….I had only fooled around a bit with my younger s****r at this point….certainly nothing ever with a guy…..being high and scared….I just froze and hoped the other guys would show up, or this guy would just stop and say he was k**ding or something…..but that didn’t happen….his hand finally reached my hard on. He stared rubbing my cock through my jeans and I thought I was going to explode…..the rushes and my highten state.had my mind on overload. As he was rubbing my cock, I felt a tug of my belt, and just like that I realized he had jerked my pants down, and my bare ass was now laying on the beans. I heard the and felt the beans moving as I could still see nothing but blackness….I knew that he moved from his position lying next to me…I felt both of his hands on my inner thighs,and then some of his weight as he leaned in over my hard on….with a hot feeling that sent my senses through the roof, I realized that he put his mouth over my cock and was slowing swallowing it…inch by inch….sucking and licking it until he had all of it in his mouth. My mind was racing and I was so scared I couldn’t move…I new I should have stopped him…but I just froze…unable to do anything…..I just laid there….and tried to be completely still thinking that if I don’t move he won’t think I’m enjoying it, and he’ll stop. Then as he is slowly sucking on my cock I found my self moving my hips up to meet his mouth in and out…in and out….and I realized that I was doing that and thought to myself….stop moving like that or his going to know that I’m liking it…stop it stop moving over and over in my head….but my body is not listening…faster and faster I’m pumping my hips to meet his mouth as he is sucking harder, and more intensely of my cock…as scared as I was ..I was in a moment of such intense pleasure I couldn’t stop…..as I start thrusting my hard young cock in and out of his mouth I could feel my balls tighten as my cum was building up like never before…I didn’t know what to do….I am going cum and I don’t know if that what he wants, or if that what I should do or what….but then it’s to late ….with an explosive f***e I just start to cum….I can’t stop it…my hands grab his head without even thinking, and I’m fucking his mouth as fast and hard I as I can….shot after shot I’m squirting load after load of a young boys cum into his mouth and it spilling out of his mouth and he is moaning like he is loving it, and I just keep fucking his mouth what seemed like forever until I had no more cum left in me…..my hand let go of his head and my legs legs were shaking as I laid there thinking…..that was the best organism I will ever have…..more to cum….soon