In Brief

In Brief

All of these twisted perversions I have been subjected to in life and I am still keep subjecting myself through them still today, these things in my life are real. I indulge in some of these things in life daily and I also have to cope with some of these very same things in life daily as well. But some of those little things I missed so so much and I want back in my life now. Lol. I have always been a sissy and I don’t want to change again. Needless to say something so complicated has been difficult in my life. Through the years I’ve grown to embrace it and now, well now I fucking love it! Instead of fighting these feeling’s, I am going deeper into this seemingly secret and highly sexual transvestite, transgender and total sissy lifestyle!

Raised, lived with and SEVERELY feminized by narcissistic Mother and even more by my EXTREMELY narcissistic Grandmother. A good team of degrading demanding women! Lol. Let me tell you, I’m a true sissy transvestite if there has ever been one! My Grandmother and Mother totally trained me and taught me how to be a naughty little sissy, they taught me how to be girl!!!

At least I was a little lucky if I were to be transformed into a girl. I was born with somewhat natural feminine features. I look alot like my Mother plus I was very chubby so I had feminine curves and boobs. These two women whom raised me and had total control over me, they really created a split personality in my brain. Krissy was born when I was about 8 or 9 years old. All of the feminization and sissy training from me being so young, now it finally had a name! And actually my Grandma gave me the name &#034Krissy&#034 back as long as I can remember she still calls me Krissy sometimes, now it is like a term of endearment. But back then it seemed that she always used to call to me with a tone of mocking in her voice and smirk on her face. They made sure to show me how to have soft feminine mannerisms and characteristics. I would watch and noticed all the little subtle gestures they uses to sit, talk, walk etc and apply make up, especially how they slide on their stockings and pantyhose! So fem and sexy to watch them dress and undress! The finer points are what make a chubby hairy man named Chris into tranny Krissy, lol.. Sometimes we’d play charm school, lots of fun and I would get so sexually aroused. Most of the games and little lessons were from my Mother. The degradation and humiliation was more from my Grandmother. They really thought it was so adorable, them treating me and teaching me how to be a girl. Momma would dress me up and let me play with barbie dolls all night long and she would love to watch me play, I loved it! I had NO clue this wasn’t normal either, lol! But as I grew and got a little older…. I also became their house maid too! Sort of like Cinderella. Not always fun and hard work. It got to the point when in my teens that I did most of the house work by myself and that’s where I get the &#034sissy maid&#034 side of me! lol They taught me how to really clean house that’s for sure, I still do it today! Lol. Even so young there was something so exciting in me for them to boss me around and even put be down and fuss at me. It certainly gave me dirty submissive feminine feelings and fantasies. I still don’t understand why one’s brain can be so cross wired but mine is for sure!

I believe it started as two narcissistic women dealing with a situation they didn’t want to deal with. They had a play thing and a little puppet and could do anything they wanted, good or bad. Of course this wasn’t planned pregnancy, lol. I was a total accident and not very wanted. My birth caused a stir in the f****y for sure. Whether I was wanted or not they kept me and raised me. And they made me their little play doll! I guess it was some sort of way to get their frustrations out onto a person who has upset their lives. So they took a lot of frustrations out on me too. I was yelled at so much and most time for no reason, I wouldn’t even open my mouth. So my own discontent and demanding Grandmother and my dominant Mother turned a little boy right into a scared little Sissy fag now with a twisted mind of his own! Lol. They LOVED to put me down and tease me so much! Especially Grandmother, she always garnished some sort of humiliation towards me and it kept me totally submissive to her and I loved it.

I lived for my Grandmother and I had no idea how brain washed I was but she had me!! But I say again…. I LOVED EVERY HUMILIATING MOMENT EVERY MINUTE OF IT!! MY GRANDMOTHER WOULD SIT ON THE PHONE RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME PUTTING ME DOWN AND MAKING FUN OF ME TO ANYONE WHO WOULD LISTEN!! It seemed like it would rip my heart out…. but at the same I’d sneak off out of the way and listen to her trash talk all about me as I would masterbate…. and cum of course, lol. Then these people were spreading these &#034rumors&#034 that my own Grandmother told about me through the community as fast as they could. BUT STILL, I HAVE AND HAVE NO REGRETS! I’M STILL THAT BIG FAT ASS SISSY THAT MY GRANDMA WOULD TELL THE f****y AND EVERYONE ELSE ABOUT ME DRESSING UP AND WEARING HER CLOTHES!!!! AT LEAST I LIVED UP TO IT !!!

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My Mother and I live together again and when at home I fully live as Krissy. Sometimes when home together, she picks on me or snickers about what I’m wearing or something Sissy fem that i am doing etc…. and I love it! It is such a huge turn on and excites me still for Momma to humiliate me and pick on me about being &#034sissyish&#034! I want more of course, even if it’s just more verbal humiliation but she’s not totally on board yet, lol. I dream of this relationship transitioning into a Mistress Mother and Sissy Son scenario with alot more humiliation and degradation from my Mother. I can’t understand it but I want this more than anything! I’m trying to get my Mother more on board and involved too! She still has this hateful bitchy demanding narcissistic dom side to her!

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Mom fully supports my lifestyle and shares quite abit of me and my transvestite side. She even knows about this profile with my naughty little pics and dirty videos I make and post! Needless to say we have a close relationship! I would love to get her involved more too! My Mommy with a big strap on for Sissy Krissy is my fantasy ; ) You never know!